Why do I call myself an ELF? Not a SoNE, not a Cassie, not a Kamilia, not a Boice, not an A+, not a Shawol. Not anything else even if I love all these groups just the same? I always say that it’s Super Junior. Thirteen, fifteen, twelve, ten, nine. But then today, I realized it’s not only them, after all. It’s the fandom. The shitty, cray cray, beautiful fandom that is ELF. That fandom that is me and my friends. The fandom that is my FAMILY. The fandom so imperfect, I feel that I fit perfectly with them. It’s these people, who I never asked approval of, that I am happiest with. It is in this fandom where I am but another dot in that endless Sapphire Blue Sea, where I am unknown but loved, where I feel right at home. ELF. Where they love me not for my name or for what I’ve done, where they love me and they don’t even know it. And I love them even if I don’t really know them. Where we love each other without us knowing. Because I am them. And they are me. And we are one and the same.
- SM Town LA - Presscon (okay, so Changmin was basically watching Sooyoung from the corner of his eyes but to make sure, I counted how many times he ‘casually’ glanced at her akjsfnkjafna and caught 0:23, 0:37, 0:48, 0:58-1:06, 1:09-1:11, 2:28, 2:47-2:50, 4:00, and 4:14. THAT’S A TOTAL OF 9 STOLEN GLANCES askjbhdakjf On another note, SOMEBODY FARKIN’ GIF 2:47 ONWARDS PLEEEEEEEEEEEASE ;A; and Sooyoung’s grin at 2:49 when they were talking about the ChangKyu duet HNNNNG and kjsandfjkasfna Sooyoung looking at Changmin from 3:52 onward and Changmin stealing glances again at 4:00 AKJSJKASFJKAFK WHAT IS WRONG WITH YOU TWO?! akjsfnkaf)
- Google Concert - Fancam I (FLIPPING ALL TABLES FOR THE CHANGSOO AT 3:28 UNTIL THE END kjadbnkja Changmin LOLing from 3:28-3:36, looked at the stage and looked back and LMAOed from 4:08 to 4:22 Changmin looking again at 4:49-4:53 and HYO, WHY DID YOU SHOVE SOOYOUNG TOWARDS CHANGMIN’S DIRECTION AT 5:03!? DO YOU KNOW SOMETHING THAT WE DON’T? SKADFHASKJNF), Fancam II (something funny was going on between 3:37-4:10 lol Yesung looked like a “bridge” between ChangSoo xD and Changmin, I FARKIN SAW THAT GLANCE/SMILE AT 3:41! at 5:10, ChangSoo were jumping, Sooyoung turned around, saw Changmin and they both laughed omg akjfnakjnf Changmin laughing from 5:20-5:40 as he kept on glancing at Syoo and the girls aslkfjlkfaf Sooyoung climbed up to dance with Hyohyuk at 7:38and you see Changmin glance up at 8:34),Fancam III (5:29-5:43)
- SM Town LA - Fancam I (the dork dancing with Shindong, Kyu, and Onew at 1:47-1:56. Kyu, that smile kjafnkjafn), Fancam II (2:53-2:01)
- Google Concert Ending - Fancam I (Kyu, your smile at 4:27 to 4:32. You’re giving it away), Fancam II (Another angle from the same scene at 5:47-5:52)
MY OTPS ARE FINALLY SHOWING SOME LOVE FOR US POOR SHIPPERS LKAFJLSAMFASF
AND TO YOU FANCAM OWNERS